God, help.

My cancer markers have doubled again. Blood results from three days ago.

This is not good.

Rachel is in New Zealand with the boys spending some time with her family and I can’t get into contact with her.

I’m a mess. Our house is empty save for the sound of my sobbing and it’s cold, which means the neuropathy is very painful right now.

God, help.

If you don’t I’m dead.


~ by Kristian Anderson on July 5, 2010.

8 Responses to “God, help.”

  1. Words can’t help in a time like this, but know that I am praying for you, and at least understand what you are going through. I’m so sorry to hear about the blood results. Each time I get new news that isn’t good it’s like a punch in the guts, taking the wind out of my breath and leaving me grasping at a hope that seems intangible. But, as I submit to God, hope is slowly restored, and confidence in his sovereignty gives me strength to keep fighting.

    We are praying for you and rachel, and hope to one day meet you both.

  2. Praying hard for you, and shedding tears… Hope Rachel manages to get in touch with you REALLY SOON.

    Will try texting Tal to contact Rachel, although I imagine, as it’s been two hours since you wrote this – that you’d have managed to speak to Rach already.

    Praying right now,

  3. Right here with you Kris!!! We have asked for God to send His angels, His comfort, His assuarnce, amd His love to you today. Keep trusting in His promises. Only His will to come!!! We are praying. We love you, Bill and Kari

  4. Praying hard Kris, it’s all I know to do.

  5. Kris – my heart and my love goes out to you and my prayers go up to the Father who holds you securely in His hands and arms. Crying with you matey and so sorry you have to endure this roller coaster ride. We are with you in spirit and we love you. We continue to stand on your mums scripture!!

  6. Tears from Auckland. Praying that you’re managing to find comfort for your heart, and warmth for your body, and then the strength to stand and issue a renewed Kristian Anderson “War Cry” against this disease. You’ve got prayer-troops all around the world standing behind you.

  7. Hey there,

    I just watched one of your videos on YouTube and was inspired by the emotion and authenticity. If you are searching for an answer to your cancer that nurtures the mind, body and soul and a place that truly addresses the route cause I urge you to do all you can to go to http://www.sanoviv.com. I have had the pleasure of meeting the incredible founder, humanatarin, brilliant microbiologit and christian, Dr Myron Wentz.

    His dream is a “world free from pain and suffering, a world free from disease, to live life to its fullest in happiness and health”

    I am a passionate health professional that shares his dream, I urge you, do whatever it takes to get to Sanoviv (www.sanoviv.com)

    All the best!

  8. Dear Kristian,

    PLEASE please please pleeeease watch this video:
    http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4312930190281243507#. If the link doesn’t work, it is called ‘World without cancer’ by G Edward Griffin, this research was done in the 1970s, it is also available in book form, well annotated. This cancer does not need to be the end of you. Following this video you may also be interested in this site:

    Love and prayers, and hope.

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